Friday, August 27, 2010

penad -,-"

ouh it's 5.20am and i'm awake. can't sleep. trus sahur la. smlm at shool was fun like woahhh. buke puase ramai2. bapak best kott. then balik rumah around 10 o'clock or something. makanan berbuke smlm was oke. balik with najwa's dad btw. thanks wa sbb bagi tumpang (:

eyh, this is my 100 post yawww. mmg best la. ntah papae tah yang aq merepek kt blog aq nie.. bhahaha.
isshhh -____-" sleepy giler la pulak. grrr... nite2 yawww...
penad penad penad penad penad

today is

Sunday, August 22, 2010

weyh? don't be like this...

*click the picture to enlarge plss :D

ok, sory Lihin... i curik all your picture today. it's just damn sweet sgt.. hehe (:
i'm going to mid valley's today. nk go and search baju raya... weee~~
fun. alang promise me to help me buy it. thanks alot dude. appreciate it giler vavi punyer.. *gahhh. i finished my english essey ppl. like woahhh! fun!

ok, lest talk about this biatch that i know... she's a sweet talker giler babeng ouh. ouh yeah trust me. budak skola aq. so don't asked about her details ok?? ko da la lyn mmber aq punyer bf lebey2 ouh. ko nie budak mentah lg. x mkn byk garam da nk blagak mcm ayam jantan konon. padahal ko nie da la betine ouh. weyh, tolong la jgn buad taik ngan kawan aq ok? klu ko rapat ngan dye just sbb nk rapat jugak dgn "abg angkat" ko tuh... lg satu, ko nk byk abg angkat ngan kaka angkat asl?


ishhh jgn la mcm tue dik oi. buad malu kaum la jibek. aq simpati kat ko. maybe ko xde abg atau kaka enn? kesian. pape pon skali ko saked en ati mmber aq, berlipat kali gnda aq saked enn ko... pliss la sedar ok cik adek!

p/s : kpd sesiape yg terase bgus la... mmg tok ko pon.

love story begins...

it's this the sweetest thang (:

Saturday, August 21, 2010

ok, i promise never...

... ditch school again! sorry mummy. it's just that i'm freaking tired like woahh!

today is school day jyeaahh!

mmg x pegi la kn. mls giler kot. -__-" like duh. i woke up 11 something diz morning. saked jeh memanjang aq nie. haha. mmg best la... i think pn rema is madd at "us" cuz x pegi tarian. sorry chi kent ;'( hope u understand our situation... hurmmm....

this saturday boring as usual. ym with Lihin from 12 something till 3 pm. damn. idk wht we crap about.. haha. dude i used that word again BORING :D

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

always sick

gosh it's already 7 days of fasting and the weather is quiet weird tho...
seriously... sometimes panas terik giler then at night it rains heavily and it's damnn cold in the morning. thank u Allah, u make me loving going to school the nxt morning cuz i don't act sweat a lot in the morning like usual (: *yela, if jalan kaki g bustop msti la peluh ken?? -,-"

time bulan puase taon nie my body is not very in good condition lahh. i always demam at night! hurmmm. antibody yg sgt lemah la zulaika* grrr... dgn laparnye. dugaan dugaan. fuhhh. even today pon x dtg skola... plus stomach ache hishhh... perut senak sgt in the morning. dunno why la.

LAPAR > LAPAR > LAPAR > LAPAR > my tummy is singing in the afternoon!*bulan pose jeh dye nk nanyi

haha. LOL*

Saturday, August 14, 2010

& saturday is not a bad day ryte?

he miss called me yesterday (: sorry i didn't pick up. was bz with the myspace thing (: sorry ok Lihin :D *amirulamir zher said that i look short in this photo. wht d hell (: x baek oke.

today bukak puase with my happy family. can't wait for my darling damia to come here
u guys never see her before ryte? ok i'm gonna post her picture now. tadaaaa

isn't she's beautiful like her mak su.. haha. i LOVE u DAMIA NUR ARISSA MOHD AFENDI

Friday, August 13, 2010


it was raining today...
cuz during fasting month it's rarely rains.
alhamdulillah. syukur nikmat

hari anugerah koko was the bom! jyeah... spoil cikid cuz melanie didnt come.
then tarian was awesome actually then spoil jugak sbb SOUNDMASTER prob! +.+
hurmmm... just got no mood today

today FRIDAY THE 13th! awesome kn?
anybody bad luck happen to u guys today? kesian ;/


had fun today (:

nothing to write. to lazy to blog!

p/s : i will upload todays photo later oke?

Thursday, August 12, 2010

sorry seems to be the hardest word

i LOVE u guysss nighaaa! haha. best buddy award should go to this three monsters that i adore the most (:

oke, today ade rehearse for HARI ANUGERAH CEMERLANG 2010 and that is tomorrow. then tgk budak tarian buad dance *help them with the costume thinggy. ouh ouh, btw SHAFIQ kne blaja tarian zapin in one day. haha. kesian kn u darling :' ) it's sokay i know u can do it. -kate nk jd professional dancers ken? kambate- ouh yeahhh bsok kne datang skola at 6.30 sharp. adess! mlsnye cuz kne help setup the dancers -__-" ngantok la in d morning.

yesterday, someone call me. then we talked like until my phone credit run out :D

i like him but he likes someone else and that someone else is my besties ;/ hurmmm.
xpe la i dont mind cuz i know u like her cuz she's hot and i certainly out of your league ryte?
i never ever ever talked on the phone like what i did with u. i dont even know u that well but it's like we have meet 10 yrs ago and still contacting each other. pelik kn?? yup! i pon rase bnde yg same la (: hye, it's your destiny with her. go ahead. tc of her oke? dye slalu saked as in demam and so on. why i ckp kt u i da break? sorayy, i still with my dearest boyfie. he apologize. even nabi pon ampunkn umatnye so, i have to maafkn him ayte?

I JUST REALLY REALLY LIKE U THO. u different from other guys that i hv meet and i fell like i know better even thought u are a stranger... Lihin, forgive me for falling in love with u! I'M SOORRY! Plss forgive me :'(

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

nahh, i'm still strong

first day of puase is like a day were there's no water and food la... come on man! not like we are dying or nothing it's just we kne tahan kjap je... MAHGRIB time bole la mkn (: *yumyum
i miss AIN so badly ryte now. why u didn't call me no more sys? hurmmm... i miss u oke? hope u are doin well in SBP. ouh ouh, i miss u too monkey, IZZETY! bile nk blk nie? ko da lame x cium pipi aq ken? haha! jom la bukak puase same2. haiiishhh -___-"
there's alot of changes since everybody seems to moved on with their life nowadays. && i still stuck in my own little world. *alaaa bak kate pepatah "KATAK BAWAH TEMPURUNG" grrr. ok it's officially a hot day today. it's gonna get even hotter. trust me. Ramadhan also meaning 'Panas Terik' also u know? so, kne la perbanyakan amal ibadah. so that sentiase sejuk... make sense ayte? hurmm, the dikir barat thing just made my day today. even thought panas sanagt, imean yelaaa practice at tapak perhimpunan at 11.20 a.m. the sun started to stand above are head mannn! then finally teacher suruh practice at gym... heeuuuww, fun (: *i almost forgot the dikir barat steps but nahhh. mane bole forget ayte? it's a event of a life time ok. btw, there's rumours saying that the CITRAWARNA $$ is already with the teacher. haha! fun weyhh... but they also said that RM50 kne ambik cuz of the food and the transport thang! no fair... hurmmm ;'( ouh well as long dpt duit wokeyh la ken? hehe~~

Tuesday, August 10, 2010


probably everyone tgh post about puasa by now... jyeahhh bsok puasa... 11 Ogos 2010 / 1 Ramadhan 1431H. selamat bersahur, berpuasa && selamat menjalankan ibadah dibulan puasa ini dgn sempurna (:

btw, nie nk bg tau sikid cara nk niat puase and so on... tau la u guys out there maybe da hafal... yela... takan bru taun nie bru nk start puase en? tp kepada yg sesiape yg x igt tuh... so, here it goes

Niat Puasa :
nawaytu shawma ghadin,'an adaa`i fardhi als-syahri ramadhaana haadzihi als-sanati, li `allaahi ta'aalaa.

Niat Sahur :
allaahu-mma barik liy fiy maa razaqtani wa qiyn-y adzaaba aln naar.

Doa Berbuka Puasa :
allaahumma laka sumtu, wa bika aamantu wa alaa rizqika afthartu bi rahmati ka yaa arhama alr-rahimin.

Niat Puasa untuk Sebulan:
nawaitu sauma syahri romadhona kulillahhi ta’ala

Saturday, August 7, 2010

&here we go again

hidayah finally upload the picture in sivik's class 2 days ago... *thanks bebeyh (:

sport's carnival is tomorrow and dang it i can't sleep man. -__-" like hell tho. btw, my life is getting much more complicated now days... shittos!!

for u darling, pilss stop acting like a bafoun tho... cuz of u i don't know who to trust larrr... now u making up stories or u might be telling the truth but then it's like u guys both planned this so i could let him go slowly. he might lie to me or telling the truth also. wateva is it i'm in love with him and no one could break us apart. i miss u sayangss. i miss all those things that we us to shared and the things that we use to do together. sigh *emo lah zulaika nie -,-"

lps abis event in school... Bukit Bintang, here i come. see yah guys there*wink wink dpt DSLR blk (:

Thursday, August 5, 2010

& this is the truth

i'm blank and for sure i know i miss u :'(

p/s : dayah, upload la gmba mase time sivik cepad cikid :D

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

this make me burst into tears :'(

Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few weeks
old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me
tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I’ve got beautiful
brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I will when
I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me your one
and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each
other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor
when I grow up.

found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t wait
to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was
perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I
will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I
know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You
were so excited to tell him about me! …He wasn’t happy, Mommy. He kind
of got angry. I don’t think that you noticed, but he did. He started to
talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I
don’t think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was
okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you
fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay… but I
was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That’s a sound I
don’t like. It doesn’t make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said
sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I’m
not sure if I do. It wasn’t right. You say he loves you… why would he
hurt you? I don’t like it, Mommy.

you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you’re so
proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you
were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful
voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I’m happiest. And
you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy.
When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud,
and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my
hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your
belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny
and he wasn’t talking right. He said he didn’t want you. I don’t know
why, but that’s what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy.
When I grow up I promise I won’t let you get hurt! I promise to protect
you. Daddy is bad. I don’t care if you think that he is a good person, I
think he’s bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn’t want us. He
doesn’t like me. Why doesn’t he like me, Mommy?

You didn’t talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven’t talked to me or
touched me or anything since that. Don’t you still love me, Mommy? I
still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when
you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug
me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don’t you do that
when you’re awake, any more?

I’m 21 weeks old today,
Mommy. Aren’t you proud of me? We’re going somewhere today, and it’s
somewhere new. I’m excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a
doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you’re as
excited as I am. I can’t wait.

I’m getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don’t know what
you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something’s
going to happen soon. I’m really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please
tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels
bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

worry Mommy, I’m safe. I’m in heaven with the angels now. They told me
what you did, and they said it’s called an abortion.

Mommy? Why did you do it? Don’t you love me any more? Why did you get
rid of me? I’m really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong,
Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don’t you
love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live,
Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and
not talk to me. Didn’t I love you enough? Please say you’ll keep me,
Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and
grow up and be a doctor. I don’t want to be here, I want you to love me
again! I’m really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010


haha. meet this guy on MSN. yo martin... i wonder why guys always love to ask weird question even tho tthey don't even know us. it's kindda private ok dude? and everything i say to him was a FUCKING LYING SHIT! sorry MARTIN (;

Monday, August 2, 2010

be fair ok darl?

hurm,,, the song on my blog make ppl cry... ;'( haiiihhh! i just love the songs btw, especially SOLDIER by BUNKFACE. btw, a warm welcome to


so many thing will happen in this month : -
  1. my 2 yrs anniversary with my boyfie. MUHAMMAD SHAFIQ SAHLI. love yahhh aby (:
  2. karnival sukan. haha
  3. step down - step up for librarian
  4. partayyy. makan2 byk2 :9
  5. fasting month -,-"
  6. NATIONAL DAY - 31st
for now that's all i can think of. i will update soon for more.
physics test tommorow. last paper. no likey ;'/

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